I don’t cry today just because I miss you, there’s much more to it.

I cry today because its year 8 without you Mom.

I cry today because it’s been 8 years without my Mom and Dad. It’s hard to navigate through life without your parent, but somehow I’ve found my way.

I cry today because it’s been 8 years since I’ve had to live without my biggest fan and supporter.

I cry today because I look in the mirror and see your strength, bravery and confidence looking back at me.

I cry today because I feel your presence whenever I am with Adrian, Mike, and the kids, your spirit lives on with us.

I cry today because your grandbabies will never know you, but they know of you from the stories we laugh over, cry and cherish forever.

I cry today because I have told you so much since you have been gone and I have to live with hoping you hear me every night and day.

I cry today because the empty presence in my life still hurts me today, it’s not a pain that will easily go away but I hope with time it will heal.

I cry today because I am who I am today because of you. I wish you knew how much you meant to me, I never had the chance to truly express that to you. It makes me sad that you are not here to see your children achieve the dreams you had and wished for us. I hope we make you proud.

Love you always Mom.